There's no tragedy in life like the death of a child. Things never get back to the way they were.

Dwight D. Eisenhower

Tuesday, April 20, 2010


I can't believe how fast Maegan is growing...5 months already. Incredible.

Part of me wants to freeze time so that I won't lose a second of this

baby sweetness. The other part of me wishes the days would pass quickly and
take me to Mark as soon as possible. Oh how I long for Heaven!

I am torn between what will be and what is.

And, on the many days that I just don't think that I can make it,

I try to trust in God's plan for leaving me here...
in grief...
in tears...
in disbelief...
in brokenness.
but also with...
the assurance of Heaven and the love of a husband and
four girls that make each day worth living.

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  1. She is gorgeous, Angie! And, getting so big!!!

  2. I can only imagine that feeling. I read on one of Karol's blog about trying to live w/ joy and sorrow in your heart. How difficult that must be for both you. Maegan is absolutely gorgeous! Jared was born a month before Maegan and goodness, they do grow fast!

  3. So beautiful! It is a strange life we now live, with half of us here and half of us in Heaven.